If you’re not the one, then why do you keep popping up in my dreams

And this isn’t the first time it happened, it’s just the first time I wrote about it

As per August 2023 I found out you had feelings for a really good friend of yours that you claim isn’t very close so you think you still had a chance.

Even before August 2023 I demanded myself to stop my feelings towards you when you declined my Elementals invite, I literally said the crush ends now.

I feel like it’s not you, I don’t literally like you, it’s the thought of having a crush on someone, it’s the figure of someone who seems like my ideal type and that makes me long for you.

I need all this nonsense of showing up in my dreams making me fall for you to stop this instance!